Although I was young, all the pain remains the same
just because i dont know the world very well
doesnt mean that i dont know pain
kau cakap aq akan baik2x saja
tapi kenapa kamu bohong?
how will my heart this much be healed so easy?.
bagaimana aq bole hidup tanpa kamu..
that why i...cant let you go,walaupun saya mati.





bagaiman mungkin aq boleh melepaskanmu
JIka kau mahu pergi meninggalkanku..,sembuhkan dulu hatiku..
biar aq tidak merasa sakitnya.,jadi aq bole tetap hidup..
kerana jika kamu tak boleh,aq tak bole hidup lagi.
walaupun aq mati aq tak akan melepaskanmu...

No matter how much you push me away
i'll hold onto you till end
so that you wont be able to go anywhere..
Jika kau begitu mahu pergii.,bohongi saja aq..
Cakap padaku kita akan bertemu lagi esok.,senyumlah dan cakap"jumpa awk esok"
kita sudah meluangkan banyak waktu bersama..
Bagaimana bole kau dtg padaku dan menyuruhku untuk menjalani hidup sendiri?.
I cant do that. i CAN"T.

it loph.

Bila kita sayang org tu
Biler kiter syg org tu,
Kita tnggu dia lame pn x per,
Tp biler dia tnggu kiter???dia mrh2...
Ati kate ala,adatlah ada yang mnunggu & d’tnggu...

Biler kiter syg org tu,
Kiter x tdo pn x pe lyn dia yg ngah bsn,
Tp biler kite bosan,ada dia lyn kiter???
Ati kate,x pe dia busy kott!!!

Biler kiter syg org tu,
Kita gdh ngan dia,kita dim je...
Tp dia heboh 1 dunia...
Ati kate x pe,dia tension tu...

   
Biler kiter syg org tu...
Kita kol nak ckp ngan dia...
Tp dia bg phone kat org len atau matikan...
Biler jd cm2,x pe...
Ati kata,x pe...lyn je,kwn dia,kwn kiter gak...

Biler kiter syg org tu...
Kita b’cerita dgn dia,citer ngan
tunggul lg baik...

Tp biler dia bercerita ngan kita???
Kita dgr,sepatah2 kite kena ingt...
klu x ingat kita yang kena marah
Ati kata x pe syg katakn…

Biler kiter syg org tu,
Kita & dia lpr...
Tp kiter bg sume roti kita kat dia...
Ati kata,ala jaga lh ati dia,sian dia…

Biler kiter syg org tu,
Kiter sanggup bg dia rest biler dia letih,
Tp biler kita letih,dia srh jugak kiter lyn dia bila dia bsn...
Adil ker???Ati kata,ala bukan selalu pun...

Biler kiter syg org tu,
Kita jadi cam org giler dngr dia sakit,
Tp biler kita sakit,
Dia siap kuar ngan kwn2 dia meraikan hari kesakitan kita,
Ati kata,ala x pe,x kn dia nak berkepit ngan kita 24 jam...

Biler kiter syg org tu,
Kita x pnh pntingkan diri sndri,
Tp dia hpokrit thp gaban..
Ati kata x per,dia mmg cm2 kene lah trima...

Biler kiter syg org tu,
Kiter syg nk tngglkn dia slama2nya,
Tp dia x tahu kiter b’dpn dgn maut,
Wlpn kiter skt,dia kata kat kiter,sakit bese2 jer,jgn nk mngrt...
Ati kata,cmnelah dia biler kiter x de,msti dia hepi...

Biler kiter syg org tu,
Kiter x snggp tngk dia derita,
Tp dia x prnh hargai diri kiter,
Ati kata, tau x btapa kita syg kan dia????

Biler kiter syg org tu,
Kiter snggup tngglkn dia selama2nya untk dia bhgia...
Tp adakah dia tahu pngrbnn kiter??
Ati kata,x pe,janji dia bhgia...

Dan...
Biler kiter dh tngglkn dia selama2nya...
Dia dtg ziarah pusara kiter...
Dia kata Dia mintak maaf sebab pernah mngata kiter...
Dia mintak maaf sebab pernah bwt kiter tnggu dia...
Dia mintak maaf sebab pernah pksa kita lyn dia time bsn...
Dia mintak maaf sebab pernah heboh 1 dnia slh kiter...
Dia mintak maaf sebab pernah x hiraukn kol kiter...
Dia mintak maaf sebab pernah x dgr luahan ati kiter...
Dia mintak maaf sebab pernah bwt kiter klprn sbb dia...
Dia mintak maaf sebab pernah gnggu waktu rht kiter...
Dia mintak maaf sebab x pernah hiraukan skt kiter...
Dia mintak maaf sebab pernah pntingkn diri dia sndri...
Dia mintak maaf sebab x pernah tngk p’deritaan kiter...
    

NAMUN SEMUANYA TELAH T`LAMBAT....

HARGAILAH ORNG2 YG KITA SAYANG...  =)     xoxo mydayz.

bla bla bla.f**k

                                 


I’m not going to stress over you anymore. It isn’t worth it. I tried to work something out but you just ignored it. I’m not trying to say I dont want you, because I definitely do. All I’m saying is Im done chasing after you. And I have come to realize that yer just a ppl, a special one yes, but yer not mine. And I don’t need to do things to make you love me. If you wanted to, you would. I cried a river of tears and I guess i’ve done enough to suffer from depression. just tell me if you still want me cos I hate people who are two faced, if you don’t like me then stop pretending like you do! your hurting me :(( don’t you know that? your hurting me maaan, T.T…..
i asked 6 signs to God just to make everything’s clear to me. tell me directly if you don’t want me anymore,tell me, not through your actions cos it hurts a lot. I know God will always there for me and I keep on praying that someday ,wishing all my feeling is gone. I just want you to know that my feelings for you is TRUE.

                                         tension weeiiii!!!!!!fuck off!!

Takkan pisah.

sayang aku ingin berbicara kepadamu
tentang apa yang tengah aku rasakan
ada apa, ada apa katakanlah semuanya
ku kan dengarkan duhai cintaku

bila nanti orang tuamu meridhoi dengan
apa yang ku rasakan padamu
semua orang tua ingin yang terbaik untuk anaknya
begitu pun orang tuaku
kau takkan tinggalkanku
takkan pernah, sayangku
janjimu janjiku untukmu

reff:
takkan ada yang pisahkan kita
sekali pun kau telah tiada
akan ku pastikan
ku kan memeluk menciummu di surga
jangan kau pergi tinggalkan aku
bawa aku ke mana kau mau
janji ku padamu
jiwa dan ragaku mati pun ku mau
repeat reff

Member..

My roomates. x.x

                      Duan.
                      my cousin.
                      org panggill "taiko" or "apek"
Garang sialll...kitaorg selalu kena marah.
Budak pandai siall....result gempak.
SPY mak aq doo..so.,kena jd budak baik depan dya.

                             Azmi
    perangaii mcm.....................errggh.*mls mau ckp.
    LAdY GAGA die hard fan.
    Buku "kreko" melambak sial dia ne..
    errr...dya nie ala ala por*star la..,bhahaax
    xleh ceta banyak2x sal dya ne...bahaya!!!!! ahax

                                 Rizky akbar.
               dya cakap panggil dya "ikki" jer =="
                  minat anime gilerr..
            dya nak jd mcm L doo..DEATH NOTE tuu.
                        suka gigit kuku!! eeuook
                     SUKa  DOMO!! iss isss..

                           EWAN.
                 kita org suka panggil wan kuantan
                     coz asal dri kuantan..ahahax
                Ok la..minat korea                  biasa-biasa jer org nya...
    wait-wait,bukan roomate pon..housemate!! ahax

                 HAhax..last sekali......ngeee..
        aq syang ketat-ketat mamat ne......
   perangai bole than la..biasa la budak2x..hehex
        nak tau yg lebih byk..tanya tuan punya badan
                     Hehehe =P




Tuu jer arrr...banyak lagi sebenar..ada 12 housemate 
sya kat sini..lain kali ceta pasal diorang pulakk..
                              
                                             TQ=)

bek 2 basic.

                       *pic shown is for illustrative purpose only. cewaaaah..xp    


                                 Okey..,mah my familys kalo "dgabung2x".,banyak...tuu la syok nya..! ;)
tyme2x perayaan je dpt bkumpul sama-sama.
                             tyme laen hampeh...


                          kurang kasih sayang.
                              Yup.=)
                          ma mom 24/7. turun pagi balik ptg.
                          ma tatay lagi la sekali setaun dpt jumpa dya.
                          Home alone since kid lg..=)


that why..,bila cuti sya xcited sgt balik umah..xda org dooo. booooing thp ikan paus bertelur.lols.


                     Dulu...,memang homeboy la..,balik dri sekolah terus balik umah..,duduk hadap tv main game jer keja. Tuu cuma sampai pom3 jer..

                     Pas Pom4..hampeh..dah dpt genk "secap" katakan. Bas sekolah pon da xnaik lg..,balik mmg ikot masa sesi ptg balik la..
                      
                    'CC'  wajib!!!!! abis kelas mmg g cc la jawabnya..main game ramai2x....."pelajar sekolah berpakaian seragam xdibenarkan masuk" o.O   kesah pulak kami.,masuk jer..=) lagipon tauke tempat tuu mcm cikgu kami org da.

                   hantu cc. muka selekeh.boring main cc lepak tangga.isss isss..umah?. jauh dpikiran. ahhax


*sorry xda picha my mom n dad. 

Single till now. ;)

Yup i admit it..i scare to love call!!!
Seriuss..dari zaman sekolah lg sya xmain couple2x ne..xreti!! ahahax
      Tapi kisah sya.,menglahkan orang berKapel pula...Aneh~~~~

1# Reasons Why I'm Still Single.

The words I’m saying right now, I don’t know if they’ll hurt you
They’ll probably make you hate me forever
You, saying that I’m not the same as I used to be, is not completely untrue
This changed me is a stranger to myself as well
You are so kind but
That’s the way you are but oh
I don’t know I don’t know
Why I am like this
We were so in love, and you’re here now but oh
I don’t know
I want to find myself now

Baby I’m sorry, even when I’m with you, I’m Lonely
I must be lacking when it comes to love, please forgive this person horrible person I am
I’m sorry, this is your and my story
I must not be worthy of this thing called love, even though I’m by your side
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely.

You didn’t do anything wrong, I’m the strange one

It seems I’ve already been prepared long ago, for our breakup
I really wanted to treat you well, out of all the times, why is it when I’m confronted by loveI am shrinking away & am lonely endlessly*lonely

P/s: what da point owhh..,couple tp mcm xda couple..,eat alone.,kuar sorang2x.,couple juz nak dpt status jer baik xyah. menyeksa diri ja. lols..:p

2#Reasons Why I'm Still Single

LOVE seems to change so easily,
In place of our own greed, a painful scar is left,
Gotta let you go
And please don’t cry

I guess I was not really the person for you
I couldn’t hold back my stupid heart
Which pained you
And please don’t cry

Here is the end for the both of us,
And until the world would allow our love then,

It’s okay baby please don’t cry,
This long journey is about to end.
But someday, we will meet again,
In the next life, we will see each other again

Setiap hari kita dibutakan dengan rasa marah.,What we were fighting about every minute,
I cried every night,
Baby I cried

All the long nights
I stayed up late crying,
I spent them all alone
Baby I cried   *dont cry

p/s:yup..kdg2x klo betul2x syg tu.,rasa diri xlayak..baik undurkan diri...after a few week.,beat me..,pasti org tuu berterima kasih coz anda telah melepaskan dya..ye ker??.*memandai jer kan...bhahax

gahhhh...to be continue..;)